Dear God,

Dear God,

Many days, many nights..
I’m left with questions, curiosities, open clouds in my mind like an endless thought.

I ask this, not to question you but maybe to question myself..
Why me?

How am I so deserving, so worthy of your love?
How am I one who is righteous enough for your divine touch?

You’ve not only gifted me a beautiful life, but beauty amongst those who come into my life.
You’ve given me life, saved my life, countless times past twice.
From the last life, to the next life, you’ve always been such an unconditional lifeline.

I love you God, and know that my love in my mind may not always be enough,
but I think that’s the thing and maybe sign that I am not living in the Spirit enough.

…until the next thought.